I really do like this one I just found, it's pretty~! Matches nicely with my new avvie. It's cool they've doing this whole thing for a while, it's fun. Ah, this skin really does feel like me. 'Tis my colour and everything. Now, if only I could find an amazing skin like this for my LJ...

Oh well~ I like the skin I have on there.

But anyways, the face in the title refers to my avatar. I thought it'd be a nice way to refer to both... yeah. I really do like this one. It makes me feel... I can't describe it. Makes me feel very red, which is my favourite colour. And other things I don't know how to put into words. If you're wondering, it's from Final Fantasy XIII, a screenshot I googled. I've been going mad about this game, researching everything. Seems really interesting... I especially like a particular villainess in it.

Originally, this villainess was going to be my avvie, but it didn't feel fitting enough. So I just went for this red-haired chick here~ Her name's Oerba Dia Vanille, just Vanille. I feel like it's so catchy and Frenchish, that name. I've felt a bit like speaking in different languages lately, speaking more romance languages. I get weird phases like that, where I say particular phrases and things. I'm the type of person who likes to play with words a lot, so that's probably why. I like to mix languages and sort of make up my own words and things.

I suppose this phase is good though, because it'll give me a chance to practice my Spanish. I actually can speak it mostly fluently, I just have trouble with spelling and some small bits of grammar. And a slightly limited vocabulary. But hablando español va hacer divertido~

Oh and if it's a bit... hard to see wha my avvie is because of the picture's size, reference here: [link]

On other stuff, I guess I've been all right lately. No topping RPs like the Letalists, sadly. And I'm feeling a bit blah in my RPing skill and inspiration, to be honest. Maybe I'm forcing things too much... I've been trying to force the past to happen again lately, and I have to learn that I can't relive the past, the future's what I have to look on for.

My acid reflux thingy (it's not technically acid reflux, just something that resembles it, but for simplicity, I'll just call it my Stomach Problem from now on) has really been burning me lately. I feel as if I'm eating the wrong things or something... like it's my fault. It burns so hard sometimes that I feel as if I can't talk. I've had to stay home a few times due partially to it. (And partially to finishing unfinished homework)

And I've been totally lazy too. I'm a bit ashamed of myself. But I managed to stay up all last night and get something DONE. I'm proud of that. And I finished something today too! Ahaha, yaaay, being productive is something I usually never do.

So some reminders/goaly things to me:

- BIRTHDAY PRESENTS
- ORGANIZE MY STUFF
- GO TO SLEEP EARLIER + TRY TO BE MORE HYGENIC (I'm not totally smelly or anything, I'd just like to brush my teeth more times a day, stuff like that.)
- DRAW REFERENCE OF ME PICTURE FOR OS CLUB.
- FINISH SOME CREATIONS.
- EAT SLOWER, SMALLER MEALS, MORE MEALS THROUGHOUT DAY. DO NOT DO THAT BAD THING OF ONLY EATING ONCE ON SATURDAYS.

Yeah.

I should go to bed, because I'm probably going to fall apart tommorow if I don't. I'm really tired... ah, I'll write later again in more detail when I feel like it.